Danja The Angel
Chapter One
Live To Die or Die To Live ?
As eternity ventures on it is in time as we know it that something has got to give in environments such as mine. Is life always like this? There must be something else! My parents aren’t the types that enjoy each other. I know it sounds depressing but that’s just the way it is. Ive seen alot in my15 years of existance. More than you would think. So being almost sixteen and living in hell everyday shows that Im grown up enough to wonder should I stay or should I go? Yeah, that’s right…. You heard it… should I live or should I die? What IS the point of life anyway? Hell Im only 16, (well almost). What should I know? So Im a little pessimistic about life and suicide is a serious thing to think about. If I weren’t so discerning than atleast Im serious enough to give it some thought. The good and the bad. The black and white. The positive and negative. Do you catch my drift?
I guess I should introduce my details now that Ive shared some profound thoughts with you so soon. Lickety split. Get to the point. My name is Danja and I’m 15 going on 16. I’m a dream girl. Well, a girl that likes to dream. If I didn’t dream Id probably internally combust or explode or something. I can guarantee that would be a disgrace nobody wants to see. Not even ME! In any case, I live in various places so Id have to tell you I don’t really know what my address is. I move around a lot. Im always the “new girl” at every school I go to. I like to dress up and take photos of myself just so Id have some company to hang with. No I’m not Schizophrenic, mind you! But I am a picture girl. Don’t ask me why!
Damn parents. Why are they always fighting? Makes ME want to fight. I don’t wanna be here anymore. GOD where do I find peace? I don’t like people. People don’t like me. Shouldn’t there still be peace somewhere? Kids at school think Im a freak. That’s me, the freak. Should I live to die or die to live? And whats up with the new voices in my head? Ive never heard them like this before. Doesn’t everybody hear voices? I can’t take it anymore!
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